Sunday, July 16, 2006
Today has been a very suckish week and a terrible one,sigh i just wished everything would go back to normal now ....in just one week alot of my best and trusted friends has betrayed and backstabbed me first evan choi which deserted me in lit class the course and made me sit right in the front!!!!!!!!!But i forgave him today so yeah.....then next which i was damn pissed about super super pissed about!!! Is the fact that i treated nicole like my sis i asked her of she needed help in everything and all and then when joyce asked her about me she said that i was very mean to her and blah blah blah all the bad stuff ...bloody hell come backstab me like this then she come say that i very bad chritian!!!!Look whose talking lah !!!i hate backstabbers and i hate to associate with them i cant believed all this while i thought she was a trusting and caring girl lah !!! cant believe it!!!! then next on the same day which is today made me even more pissed!!!!!!!Marcus go post on his blog that i cried on his blog WOAH way to go marcus you proded lah go tell everyone you very trusting right !!!!!! guess that in one week your whole week can come crashing down!!!! then i couldnt go to the cell outing east coast which my father did not allow me to go !!!!!piss me off!!! i put in so much effort.....well i think the only ones left that i could trust is thaddeus,hanya and gracelynn and maybe joyce see......in one week 2 of my most trusted friends marcus and nicole betrayed me just like that in one week my whole life just came crashing down!!!!!!!hate this life man i guess the only person that can help me now is god!!!!
PLEASE HELP ME
IM FADING AWAY
MY LIFE IS CRAHING DOWN
I FEEL AS THOUGH
MY LIFE HAS NO MORE MEANING!!!
The Swift The Silent 5:46 AM