The Mighty Servant
jeremy hon'25thMARCH
thirteen
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WISHES
Adidas shirt
Adidas pants
Adidas jacket
Billabong shirt,pants
A bigger room
My com to get fixed
Somemore i cant think of now
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Hey all.These days feeling damn depress like no mood to do anything like that.I know the reason...its because im feeling guilty im hiding something very deeply but i cant help it i must or else a friendship might be lost and you know i like to have more friends than enemys and so i keep it inside trapped in me until its forced to come out.This thing has caused me to have mood swings and i tell you its not fun!!!Right now im like depressed but i tell you later i may be jumping for joy or very sad or just get angry for nothing lah.Yeah i feel like a coward also....which some people also call me...i think im a coward because im scared to lose this friend by telling this friend the news i have for this friend.Is it cowardness or just sheer caring for this friend i dont know im also confussed inside asking this question"should i tell this person......should i not tell this person." Im trapped in this vortex of emotions until i tell this friend the news but after i tell this friend the news would this friend even be my friend???This friend and me are quite close and so i dont want to ruin it.Im seriously crashing down. -------- this line represents how close i am to breaking down i just hanging on for the sake of one friendship......some may say its only one friend but to me one friend means a lot.Im too confussed and everyday i give up sleep thinking of this that question and i only end up sleeping 1 or 2 hours a day.Sometimes i wonder if this much suffering is worth it for this friend.
Lost and confussed
waiting for someone to rescue me.
=( =( =(
Lost and confussed
waiting for someone to rescue me.
=( =( =(
The Swift The Silent 11:02 AM
THE PEOPLE OF THE PAST AND THE PRESENT
hanya(church)(good and trusted friend)
Marcus Ang(church)(good and trusted and caring friend)
Shawn Wong(church)(the guy who got beaten up by a wall)
Gracelynn(church)(good and trusted friend)=]
David Ong(Church)(The guy who got rammed twice by me on the same day =])
Brannigan Ong(Church)(The trusted and best friend but sick in the mind sometimes but i deal with it :))
Heather Mao(Church)(Long lost friend..we dont talk alot like last time now)
Amander Chua(Church)(The person who proclaimed me her cooking husband!!LOL)
Tricia Wong(Church)(One of the many and confusing tricia's of the world)
Ryan Goh(Church)(This guy is searching for a girl with 4 c's,character,charisma,christlike and chemistry)
Justin Chua(School)(My brother and the boss of springbloom country club lol)
THE THANKED
hanya for setting the skin up and marcus for selecting the skin =]]
All the people that visits my blog =]]
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